The title of this blog comes from song lyrics that I heard many years ago by Switchfoot. And ever since the first time I heard it, these words have never left me. It makes so much sense. Although you might be standing in a shadow, that is direct evidence that the sun is still shining. I think that this is a great metaphor for my life right now. I am walking through some dark times. But I want these times to be evidence of the sun, and the bright glory of the Lord. And so while this blog will be chronicling some sad times in my life, I pray that it is also a testament to God, and a reminder of the good times in the midst of the shadows.

"I have said these things that in Me you may have peace. In this world, you will have troubles. But take heart, I have overcome the world!" John 16:33

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Home Sweet Home







Alex after his game! (Sorry Chris, I didn't get a picture with you.)
I just returned to Furman after a wonderful Fall Break at home. I was so blessed to be able to be in Richmond for five and a half days, and being home was such a gift. I got to spend time with my mom and dad, go to both of my brothers’ football games, see my grandparents, and go to Hope Church on Sunday morning. I loved getting to see people and getting to rest in my own, comfy bed.

I am on my last week of this chemo cycle, so it has hit me pretty hard.  I was sick most of the time I was at home, unfortunately. I realized that it is much easier to be sick at home, than it is at school. When I felt bad at home, I would just go lie down in my bed, and my parents would come watch TV with me. When I am sick at school, I have to push through, and still go to classes or tutoring, no matter how awful I feel. It is tough.

But despite being sick, the long weekend was amazing. I was overjoyed to see my fantastic brothers again, who I haven’t seen in two months. And it was great to spend some quality time with each of my parents. It was hard for me to go back to school this time. I really love being home.

My second chemo cycle ends this week! And I get to start my two week break from the medicine. I can't wait! I am praying that it will help me regain some strength and energy, and that I will begin to feel more like my normal self again. And for the next cycle, they are lowering the dose again to try to get it to a more livable level. The medicine is tough, and I am thrilled to be getting a break.
This is also Homecoming Week at Furman, which should be really fun! But more updates to come on that later. For now, I have to sleep.

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Philippians 4:13



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